Random animals and thoughts

*headdesk* Oi! It's one of those weeks/months/YEARS again. Which has nothing to do with what's above. Honestly, I don't know where that came from. But it's purty.

Gwaaah, so I got a call from my dad claiming that I had called and left 'weird messages' on the telephone. Reported by my mom, he hadn't listened to them for she had already deleted them. BUT I hadn't called at all, so I thought huh, probably pocket dialing. SO I check the phone; history reports that there's been no dialing of either my dad's cell or the house phone in about 3 days. Brainteaser time! Who's going crazy, Nymine or Nymine's mother(hint: It aint me)? But seriously, odd.

Especially since they(being mom and dad) are on my mind an awful lot lately. I haven't been physically 'home'(as in their dwelling which now resides in Florida) in some time. And my moving out had been....well it was less than pleasant. I suppose for being passive and rather timid, that was my 'teenage acting out'. But even that seems to me to be more of a cop-out than the truth. And my relationship with my mother, and intern my father, has been somewhat strained. I haven't thought about it much. Honestly, there's no real resolving it. I refuse to budge and there will never be an admittance of fault from the other side, but that is neither here nor there. The bottom line is, I've been thinking about them, and that the next step I've decided to take with my particular path will see me even further away from them for some time. Part of me shrugs; I've dealt with distance and my family since I was little. Part of me wishes not to. It all gets confusing.

Sometimes I think about visiting home. Sometimes.